What do you do .....

The first person I opened up to was Mark and look where that got me.

Dan - I will never be able to accept it. You dont understand how my head works. I will forever be stuck here if he never speaks to me.

yep I aint embarrased by that one bit to be fair, you can grief me all you like.

Do you not spend all your spare time looking for new hardhouse to play?

not even johnny cockran could help him now

because one person couldn't help you it doesn't mean you should shut everyone else out, the next person you speak to could be the one to help

if it makes u feel any better Hannah, if ur ever up in newcastle ill take you out for a drink

Not really.

I get sent the good stuff so its not like I have to spend ages sifting through all the crap!

Ive hardly ever got hard house on. Maybe like the odd twenty minutes here and there.

And besides I already know that repetative music can bring on depression. But thats not where mine stems from.

me too chris I think its harsh how everyone griefs hannah she clearly needs support not abuse.

For the first time in my life I HAVE spoke to lots of people about it. Like I said I could talk to a thousand people but it would make no difference.

come for a night out with me, M-arse, Dan and Chris

Im not the only one who handled it 'wrong'. Ive had no control over my actions, the depression takes over me. Mark on the other hand has willingly handled a bad situation badly. He knew that not speaking to me for the sake of ensuring my illness didnt effect him would make me worse ... and hes done exactly that.

which is what i offered twice before saying anything else, all i done was point out the facts, i didnt go saying kill yourself or anything

Oops, my bad, I thought you had a sense of humour

Proper lazy DJ

I reckon i spend 80% of my time looking for 'that' track....Im surprised ive had a girlfriend (who hates the music i am into) for almost 3 years

Tyring to graft a looney

My name was brought into that with out my knowledge

An excellent all round excuse which I feel could be adapted to:

a) shopping frenzies the week before payday

b) listening to Erasure and singing along

c) using your mate's bed for a shag-fest

AND MORE!

If only I had know this earlier I could have stayed out of a lot more trouble..

Manic Depression isnt an excuse

Hannah people are only having a joke Its just cos u talk about on here, Im not saying u shouldnt, but its a message board and people talk. Lets just let it go? :angel: x