this will piss you all off but...

yeh but no but yeh but no but........

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Good Read!

smells like somethings cooking at HHQ...

I've kept out of this till that post

that was back in the day!!

oi, sasha you bitch...ytou have ur gordon, i hope he cheats on you and leaves you, but until he does, stay out of my life.


and ruth, i thought you were nice but right now, i wish ken would leave you so you could understand


and i still love martin...and i still want him back



until the love of your life leaves you, stay the fuck out.






I LOVE YOU MARTIN!!!

even if he did heather, i still wouldn't behave like a bunny boiling nut case...i've got more dignity & pride than that

its no wonder the lad didn't want to meet you for a drink...i can picture it now..it'd be like a scene out of misery...you get him to yours & then you'd break his ankle ohe couldn't leave you

do you think stuff like this is doing yourself or anyone any good?

I know you've got mental problems Heather and I've always tried to understand that when everyone else has ignored it and treated it as a big joke (which it isnt). Im finding it increasingly hard to defend ur comments when u post stuff like this though.

Its not helping ur friendship with ****** at all. If u still have feelings for him then thats no-one's fault. By writing what u have done above though, you're just ruining everything. You have to understand that. He's getting increasingly annoyed by it all. I know that isnt what you want or are trying to achieve. So please stop it. U can't help who you love but, at the same time, ****** can't help if he just wants to be friends either. You'll lose everything if u keep going on like this tho.

well said Lee...but there are a few more than you who's tried to understand heather & are willing to be there for her if she wants them to be

but people can't help heather if she doesn't want to help herself...its not doing anyone any favours especially not you or ****** or the friendship you apparently want to have...

if you look at it from another perspective heather, would you not be a bit freaked out if amrtin kept posting stuff like you do & would you want to be friends with someone who appears to want to boil your pet rabbit???

dammit stop posting.....

im gonna let it get right to the bottom and then.. express my love for the girl i bummed last night.

oooooo.......lol!! dont even think im gonna make any comment on this thread....even though i just blatently hav lol!!
dont reeli hav a clue bout whats goin on so not gonna say a lot but it must be canny shit bin in love with sumone n not bin with em tho....xxxx

get out

i already have...when ur at the bottom and you have nothing left to loose, then you dont really care who says what.

and lee, this has nothing to do with my head, this is all abuot my heart.

I love him. i know hes never ever going to get back with me. ever.


i know that, ive accepted that, and i thought that when i accepted that i would stop loveing him. but i havent.

right now, its like fancying a celebrity. hes everything i ever wanted but totally unatainable...and it doesnt bother me.

me and ****** are not friends. so how could i ruin our friendship?

****** hasnt wanted to be my friend right from the start so theres no point in forcing him.

and ruth ruth ruth....the difference between ****** leaving me and ken leaving you is...ken hasnt left you yet, so shut up till you know what your talking about.

I hope that ken never leaves you and you get married and live up a mountain together, but right now, you have absolutly no idea how you would feel if ken left you so please dont pretend that you do.